two days in PJ

tis is the 1st time i went to somewhr else in tis foreign place by my own.

Tis morning woke up in the early morning ( 8.30am) =P
i washed my clothes and started to pack my luggage.
The most disgusting thing was that i found a dead cockroach right under my sleeping pillow.
hey~~~ my god!!!! whay sort of reality it is?!!!
i couldn't accept that the night before i was sleeping with a dead cockroach ( or maybe even alive!!!!)T^T
that's TERRIBLE!!!

without hesitation, i called my dear closest friend, Joanna in Petaling Jaya.
i went to her place to spend two nights. (at least it's better)

when i finally reached her place using KTM, it's around 4 sth in the evening.
Wow....the 1st time i walked all the way up myself.
her apartment is nice....nice nice.......................

well, that night, we went sunway pyramid for window shoppping.
awesome!!!!!!
i like those clothes ( some of those)
when we were back home, i used to online till dawn. (4am)
i was not sleepy at all. i don't know why.....
maybe it was coz i nw in such a nice place?
with my best friend some more?
without worrying about H1N1?

hope that the disease can vanish from this world as soon as possible.

wendy's birthday

2day is wendy's birthday.
we had a surprise for her......(**it's nice**)

it made me recalled of my 18th birthday...BUT....i cant really remembered hw was my 18th birthday..
people always say that 18th birthday is very important in one's life.
it's the turning point in one's life, which indicate that one has grown into an adult instead of a kid.
WOAH.....how nice?!!!

BUt sad to say, " I FAIL TO RECALL MY 18TH BIRTHDAY"
never mind........it's ok!!!!

memories are created from times to times and they depend on people who create them.
2moro will be a tiring day...
i m getting more and more exhausted.
don't know why....just feel tire and exhausted!!!!
haiz~~~~~gambateh!!cindy.....u sure can make it.....

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!

A Real Boyfriend

A Real Boyfriend

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.

Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it:

• When she stares at your mouth，
  Kiss her
  
  
• When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you， Grab her and don‘t let go
  
  
• When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough，
  Kiss her and tell her you love her
  
  
• When she's quiet
  Ask her whats wrong
  
  
• When she ignores you
  Give her your attention
  
  
• When she pulls away
  Pull her back
  
  
• When you see her at her worst
  Tell her she's beautiful
  
  
• When you see her start crying
  Just hold her and don't say a word
  
  
• When you see her walking
  Sneak up and hug her waist from behind
  
  
• When she's scared
  Protect her
  
  
• When she steals your favorite hoodie
  Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
  
  
• When she teases you
  Tease her back and make her laugh
  
  
• When she doesn't answer for a long time
  reassure her that everything is okay
  
  
• When she looks at you with doubt
  Back yourself up
  
  
• When she says that she loves you
  she really does more than you can understand
  
  
• When she grabs at your hands
  Hold her's and play with her fingers
  
  
• When she bumps into you;
  bump into her back and make her laugh
  
  
• When she tells you a secret
  keep it safe and untold
  
  
• When she looks at you in your eyes
  don’t look away until she does
  
  
• Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
  
  
• When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
  
  
• When she says she's ok, don't believe it,
  talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you
  
  
• Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
  Treat her like she's all that matters to you
  
  
• Stay up all night with her when she's sick
  
  
• Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
  
  
• Give her the world.
  
  
• Let her wear your clothes
  
  
• When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
  
  
• Let her know she's important.
  
  
• Don't talk about other girls around her
  
  
• Kiss her in the pouring rain
  
  
• When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is: "Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

Lonelin3ss

人生中第一次明白什么叫孤单、寂寞.............
this is my 1st weekend night staying in my own room...
before this, i always moved to Angelina's room slept...i like her room, it made me felt safe & can have a nice sleep....
i don knw why...maybe because that's my friend's room.

what & what???
i dont lik the life now....truely speaking......
especially when i am staying in my own house........
they are all doing same all things everyday....
STUDYING or CLOSE THEMSELVES IN THE ROOM with door locked.....
and i ends up playing off line games alone in living room.

i dont like to close myself in bedroom like them........
it feels lik wanna suffocated and stressed.....
can you imagine that a small room with windows all closed tightly ( to prevent entries of mosquitoes) and also the door been closed?
OH MY GOD.......this kind of situation can easily cause one turn into自闭

alone in the living room, i surf~~
SURF & SURF & SURF~~~~~~~~
surf for IELTS thing while waiting for my dear & machi 2 frens to online....

it had been 2 months that 3 of us dont meet in msn & having group chatting...
i miss them.....
HERE, i cant chat......
but somehow i felt grateful that i stil have angelina, amy, wen kiong to play around with.
but the fate is..................WE ARE ALL BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss joanna & evelyn!!!
i also miss ah soon!!!
i miss helen!!
i miss yi ping!!!!!!
i miss olivia who seems to be so free!!!!
haizzz................i miss my gang gang...........

that's my gang gang...........that laughed, played with me throughout my secondary sch life!!!!
we r all having fun, rite??
the reality is cruel.............
we are far apart with each other BUT our hearts are stil close to each other...................

they are good frens to talk too...........................
not lik now..........................
i cant...............
especially when i am not with ADFP gang..................

i dont knw who r true to me.............
use a sincere heart to treat ppl around you, doesn't mean that u wont get hurt or cheated.....
i miss my FRENS.........................................................

i really really felt lonely in this house..........................................
no laughter.....no gossiping..................

only BIO, CHEMISTRY, PHYSICS, MATHEMATICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAIZzzzzzzz........................................LIFE, be in it!!!

went KL again~~~~

tis noon, we all rushed to KL again.....
ok~~~ it's the 1st time we managed to find a good seat in KTM and slept so well inside the KTM......
lolzzzz............nice nap~~~~~45 minutes....=p

in borders, i bought a dictionary....hey!!! it costs me 131 bucksss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh my godness!!!!!
i must definitely wrap it well n evryday clean it nicely since it costs me such a lot of money!!!!
Broke liao~~~T^T

on our way back, OH MY GODNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
IT 'S JZ LIK ............................squeeze in KTM again!!!!
fainted~~~
everyone scolded me for not pushing others~
but i m the one been pushed & lost balance , OK?
haizzzz......................HOw sad~~~~~


where's toleration & rules ???
i wonder~~~`

thursday nite

2day is the 1st day that i spent the most time in my own hostel....
other days i was in other's room or study room day-dreaming~~~~

2day in stayed in my own room, dealing with my assignment. it's a computer study asssignment, using microsoft words to create a document to show how much u know about it.
yaya.....i used a passage about holy spirit....hope it ll get quite a good remarks....

haizz.....i m slowly get to use with new life here.
class went go days n days .......trying my best to catch up wif maths...@,@
HAIZ
God bless..................

I day trip to KL

it happened on friday~~~~~it's really a tiring day......
i could feel myself jz lik a superwoman flying here n thr =.=''

yesterday noon, after sch, we whole gang jz straight rushed back to our hostel & changed our baju kurung (**for sure we wont wear kurung to go shopping, rite?**)

spent almost one hour to reach KL central......meet joanna!!!!! ^^
my dear dear fren......hahaha.......
then we went to sungei wang....lolzzzzzz.......
we went to the food court to have our lunch!!!!
omg~~~i love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHINESE FOOD!!!!!
u knw wat's called 家的味道？

then, we went window shopping again & again......

finally, angelina decided to buy clothes in BODY GLOVE boutique.....=.=''
we waited for her patiently at 1st.................BUT....................
finally, it ends up with we three ( me, joanna, amy) start having our own sweet time thr.................
we asked joanna tried the clothes in fitting room & took photo wif her.........hw nice!!!!!
even took the cap & took photo wif it..........
though it sounded a bit crazy, but at least it's fun ma..............................

around 6 sth,. we finally settled to go back.....
OMG!!! can u imagine ppl pushing n squeezing at each other jz to get into KTM???
eeeeeeee.........scary......

there was a blind man been squeezed into the KTM........
angelina helped led him to a place beside a seat........(**we couldn't do much cz we oso in such serious situation**)
none of the passengers in KTM wanna gave him a seat................HOW SAD!!!!!!!!

when reach shah alam KTM station, we came out 2gether wif him n walked beside him
he was approaching a pole.....i shouted out to my fren & we ran over his direction.......
at the same time, a man jz scolded us......scolded us for been heartless, no manner by letting a blind man walking thr............

^%%^**R^$R*%(*&^(*&)*&) i felt bad........hey, we r considered OK compared to them.......................OK?
angry~~~~~~~~~~~~

1st blog =P

lol.......everyday saw angelina and amy blogging...blogging...blogging....
finally, i asked amy to help me creating my own blog~~~ wahahhaha...
=.=''

haizz.....time really passed so fast~~
I missed evrythg in my hometown.....especially the food, the people, the fresh air and evrythg !!!!

Human is always aiming for things are wonderful externally.......
when one really gets it or stands straight in such situation, he/ she will fall into memory lane again.....
miss evrything in the past & hope that evrything can go back......

lol..........ntg fun here...............................study study study study~~~~~

strive hard.......

i really felt that i am no longer the CINDY before.....
everyday i nid to use such a suspicious heart to look at people, except those Cbu frens.....
others....i will feel strange & suspicious whenever they did sth good or watever...
i have to wonder is it true they wanna did that for me?? (**mayb i m the one who think too much**)

lolz...............i MISS secondary sch life...
so simple & pure...
evryone is simple-minded~~~~~~~~~T^T


back to reality~~~ STUDY