♥*~思念~*♥

张栋梁 =)

恨不得快点　长大
天下父母都这般期盼着我们啊
我们已健康　成长
快来祈祷父母长命百岁啊
请记得要常回家看看爸爸和妈妈
简单的一顿饭他们也开心很久啊
随便聊一些话
或随意呆在家
父母的伟大是从不要求我们报答
生活的压力　真大
爸爸妈妈多苦也撑起了一个家
我的一点点　挫败
说历经沧桑仍微不足道啊
请给我多一点时间证明给你们看
请原谅我的能力有限再要努力啊
偶尔我没回家或工作到天亮
偶尔你慰问的电话让我充满力量 (2x)
请记得要常回家看看爸爸和妈妈
简单的一顿饭他们也开心很久啊
随便聊一些话
或随意呆在家
父母的伟大是从不要求我们报答
父母的伟大穷我一生也难以报答

我们要把握时光来疼爱爸爸　妈妈

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
突然 想念爸爸妈妈
爸爸现在在柔佛
我在莎亚南
............ :-x ..............
爸爸妈妈八月尾送妹妹去cheras
我想去见他们
哪怕见一个下午也好
我很想见他们

衷心希望:
Bio & Physics & Chemistry & Math topical test or test 别在那儿挡路
T.T 拜托拜托~~~~~~~~

有爱,没有未来

Came across with this note in facebook.

✿I LOVE IT~!!! ^^✿

不管你承不承认，我们这个年龄，有爱，却没有未来这是事实

好多时候，男友（女友）会腑在你的耳边说：老婆（老公）“我们要在一起一辈子”
这个时候，那种甜蜜和幸福往往是难以名状的
但是，相爱的2.个人却忽略了年龄
不仅仅是年龄，距离，幼稚，安全感都 将是阻碍2.个人走下去的理由。


至少我们这个年龄，关于爱情，有太多的不了解和茫然
好多恋人，分手的原因有很多
比如：对方说你不够 温柔，或则我们不适合，再则耽误学习...
其实，这些原因都不是理由，唯一的理由：年轻人，你忽略了年龄。


由于年龄，你不能成为他（她）真正意义上的老公（老婆）。
由于年龄，他（她）生病时，你却不能在他（她）身边 。
由于年龄，当你们毕业时，无疑还是会分道扬镳。


这个年龄，相爱是甜蜜的，分手是痛苦的
你爱（他）她当然你会去想和他（她）的未来，能为他（她）洗衣做饭，希望他（她）能把你带回家见他最亲的人，甚至有些女孩会傻傻的把自己交给对方，以为那会是幸福的源泉，那你就错了
男孩花心正常，当然男孩变心也不奇怪
女孩也一样，总是会要求她的男朋友，这样那样，貌似这样他才够爱你似的。

爱：有宽容，有谅解，有关心，有付出，有信任
这些都是双向的
我只能说：这个年龄，相爱的2.个人有这些不一定有未来，但你不懂这些你所谓的爱情一定没有未来。
所以那些正在交往中的男孩女孩们， 不要再随便叫对方老婆、老公了、
你可知道这样一句称呼，有多重的责任？
你可知道这样一句称呼， 也许会让离开我们以后更心痛…
男孩，你可知道你叫了那女孩老婆，
而你能给她什么…
除了你的心，你什么都给不了她！
你带给女孩的只是暂时的甜蜜，
但也是以后无尽的伤害…
你把你生命中和你交往过的每一位女孩都称做老婆，
你有什么资格…
因为我们年轻、
因为我们无力承担太多
因为谁都无法承诺谁的未来

所以还是少一点承诺吧、

少一点压力、
少一点伤害、
多一点尊重、
多一点关心、
多一点疼爱、

Good, but I aim higher

Well, I just got the thing that I wanted and eager with for one month.

I am happy with my dearest Madam Wong + Chai ge 's teaching.

YOU MAKE ME INTO WHAT I AM GOOD WITH =)

When I came out from the hall, I almost dropped tears, feeling guilty and sorry for my dear 2 teachers
They inspired me a lot and a lot.....They help me through my form 4 and form 5, helping me to build up my confidence in their major. =)
and current lecturer too, I felt like want to scream that day.

But, another thing made me shocked.
Well, never mind. I am gonna work hard for it. LOL


However, the most happy moment is when I saw A for that killing subject.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ^.^
Just don't know how to describe how happy am I

LOL..but overall, I am satisfied.
Thanks god, for everything.
Thanks.

**Mummy and daddy, don't worry. I will make you PROUD.

♥ 父亲节快乐 ♥

It is Father's day. xD
I am down down down down down for the whole day.
Everything seems to go wrong and out of tracks.
I was kinda confused, irritated, annoyed by the big piles of books. =.=''
I wonder why I got so many books.
Unpacking my stuffs til I almost forgot to wish my dearest daddy

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY

Well, mentioning this, my mood is more and more and maybe the most down to earth.
Daddy said, everyone gathered in my house to celebrate for grandpa.
$#&@!^%^!^ what?!! It had been such a long time to have celebration at my home, and yet I am HERE.

" Go see doctor, you know? Just spend some time..."
" Take good care of yourself. Must stay healthy"

T.T

Talking with daddy with runny nose, I knew that I couldn't cheat him that I am healthy.
Well, I am sick.

"No worries, just flu. I will take medicine and sleep a while."
In fact, I took medicine but I didn't sleep. T.T

I just feel want to go home now.
And please, I AM NOT HOMESICK !!!
You just won't understand what am I feeling now.

New sem is coming.
~~~~ Smiles ~~~~


爸爸啊...................你的宝贝baby 想回家啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

♥ 生命最後一個月的花嫁 ♥

昨晚,无意中在facebook那儿,看到

♥ 生命最後一個月的花嫁 ♥

我也不知道自己哪儿来的兴致,去youtube 寻找这个影片.

这是一部轰动日本的真实记录.
里头记载着女主角长岛千惠的抗癌过程.
女主角的坚强让我动容. 在爱情和友情的支持下,她勇敢地面对病魔,但却仍旧逃不过命运的安排.
她的故事让更多人明白生命的价值, 活着的意义..............

" 你每天都在病房里做什么?"
" 活着"

简简单单的两个子,道出她想活下去的心愿.
却也让身边的人, 顿时语塞.
是啊,能活着多好~

只要还有明天,就是奇迹
如果能够体会到这点,日常生活中,无处不是幸福所在
(这是千惠小姐对"奇迹"的看法, 你呢?)

♥ 偶然向好友透露出自己想穿婚纱拍照的心愿终于实现了♥

脱下氧气管,离开轮椅, 披上每个女孩梦想的白色婚纱,和自己所爱的人在众人的祝福下结为连理.
然而,在场的每个人都频频拭泪, 因为新娘只剩 一个月 的生命
癌细胞以惊人的速度扩散....但她却仍然策划着痊愈后,要做的事.....T.T

人生短短二十四年六个月, 她在大家的陪伴下离开这个世界.
但她的坚强+ 乐观+ 勇敢 却牢牢烙印在活着的人的心中.

♥ 生命最後一個月的花嫁 ♥

值得一看再看 <(^-^)>v

偶然

偶然看到那么一篇文章
偶然瞥见那么一张笑脸
偶然明了真相

其实 分离已经起航
帆布也已在风中伫立
只有 傻傻的女孩在风中孤独落泪
望着渐行渐远的码头 她终于明了
明了昔日的避风港不再属于她

望着信息里那天真无邪的语气
心在颤抖 心在滴血
一句他才有资格说的话语 贸贸然地出现了
发送号码 : 正确
发送者 : 错误

若干日子后,才知道那只而后也停泊在那港口的小船
被放逐了
另一个离别再次上演

女孩哑然失笑
昔日向她炫耀幸福光环的人
如今和她一样在幸福破碎的阴影下
独自悉数泪滴 抚摸创伤
她不恨她
因为
她决定不再被欺负
她决定彻底改变

当初
高调向全世界宣告有多幸福
如今
依然
高调向全世界宣告有多痛
姐妹团帮腔
他 说了"他不是一个好男人, 也不是一个好情人"
外加一首 "对的人"

最先离开的女孩并没有得到这些
她得到的是 "你是聪明的女孩, 你知道我怎么想"

她情愿她不聪明
她宁愿自己也高调宣告
而不是
默数泪痕
独自疗伤
她也想要一首 "对的人"
换来 "你依然聪明懂事"

突然觉得 女孩懂事不是好事
因为 永远被冠上 "明白事理"
其实
她不明白

你明白吗?

蟑螂

T.T

在这个大大的世界里

本小姐最讨厌的动物

1. 猫

2. 蟑螂

3. 蚂蚁

偏偏这里什么都没有，就是这三样东东的天地

偏偏我的心没那么宽宏大量，容不下它们

半夜 睡不着觉 睁开眼睛

映入眼帘的是 三个黑影在地上爬

T.T

不久

jenny也醒了

“不要看地板”

她每次都说这句话 =.=

第二天一早

她告诉我一个全世界最最最“接受唔到”的事

“昨晚，有蟑螂爬到我的床上。我觉得脚很痒，醒来看到是蟑螂”

妈妈啊！！！！！！！！！！婆婆啊！！！！！！！

baby 要哭了啦！！！！！

什么跟什么啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

结果，下午本小姐买了ridsect

结果刚才就用它杀了三只

对不起...............

LOL

Black ?

13 June 2010
I will never forget this SPECIAL day.
According to Jenny, it is a black Sunday.
How black it is?

Early morning woke up, I found that my dearest watch OUT OF BATTERY.
I was like !@$%^%$@@.........(now only then I discovered)
My sister who was looking forward for the watch, smiled and kindly gave me her watch (actually that's mine....long time ago, she "accidentally" took it)
=.=

Everything went smooth until we went to the taxi booth.
That's the man whom I wanna COMPLAIN~~!!!!.......
OMG...PAK CIK, I paid the taxi fee, you know? Don't say as if I tumpang without paying single cent.
SELF-SERVICE? uncle, we are girls. Can you just move your butts from your driver seat and come to the back to help us put the stupid heavy luggage into your dear bonnet? and when we are using all our force to move the luggage, can you stop asking "sudah? sudah atau belum?" and come over to HELP?
PREMIER? uncle, 2 people with one luggage each. 1 + 1 = 2
Is it necessary to book a premier taxi? **doubt**
Piss off~~~
lain kali jangan guna taxi biasa...you tengok....tak muat....
(in fact, the front seat is clear empty...uncle, lain kali tolong simpan satu luggage di depan...air con uncle tak perlu seat)

12 noon.....PLS is sharp 12 NOON~~!!!!
He stopped his taxi by the roadside and asked us to get out of the car.
Without explaining to us, he took out our luggage and put on the roadside.
He started to change the punctured tyre.
Okay, this is not the part I want to complain. I know it is not his fault.

Ehmm....ehemmmm.....
somehow, I felt pity for him.
He had to do so under the scorching sun just because he had to send us to our destination.
But my sympathy gone once he showed his unwillingness with the big slam on the car door and non-stop nagging.

Once we reached Akasia, I smiled ( I really smiled, ok?) and said "Thank you yea"
He walked off and drove off...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~=.=~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

I forgive~!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL

NEW START FOR NEW SEM, rite? LOL

W.A.S.T.E

Well, semester 2 examination almost ends.
EEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
T.T

Before semester 2 ended, I told myself that I wanted to bring back books to STUDY~~~!!!!
the day before I back here, daddy asked me, " Are u sure? Everytime you bring so heavy luggage back and everytime it ends up with u didn't even touch them."
My answer is, " daddy, trust me! This time I really STUDY. hahaha"

LOL
Indeed, I STUDY NOTHING.

**Fainted**

Once back, I helped in school.
It's nice to go back to my high school again as a 'teacher'.
With everyone looking at you, and ask is it they saw u before.
*yes, you saw me before. because i m your senior.**LOL

Then, one night outing with Eve and Xiao Mah.
Endless restaurant city + hotel city.
and then movies after movies till daddy asked me, " you never watch tv before is it?"
**REGRET**

Haisssssss...............Haisssssssssssssss.........

Daddy went to work already.
I can only see my dear daddy in November when I finally finish AUSMAT course and back.

OMG..I don't want to go back~~!!!!
I don't want to look at the piles of books.
I don't want to accept my exam result. (I am EXTREMELY not satisfied with myself)

New Semester

NO random + MORE studying + MORE focusing + LESS outing

我要发奋图强啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
不可以懒惰啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
不可以贪玩啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
我要飞上蓝天,遨游~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

我 不 聪明?

**Come across with this post from somewhere**
Share~~~~

不要说 你是聪明的
我宁愿我笨

不要说 你是明白事理的
我宁愿我无理取闹

不要说 你是善良的
我宁愿我狠心

不要说 你有过人天资
我宁愿我懵懂无知

你不懂我是否聪明
就断言决定结局
不公平
我不懂事态炎凉
就黯然接受事实
是我错

我自认不曾犯错
你坚持我大错特错
最终
我们不欢而散
电话那头 你无情
电话这头 我无语
不是你所谓的心虚
而是我心碎的泪水
你不懂我的伤悲
我不懂你的突然

就那么一天
童话化为恶梦
我不愿醒来
你爱过我吗?