Crazy Sem 2 O.V.E.R

Well, sitting in the living room, feeling extremely bored.
Arghhhh......my dear friends are all in Life Camp now for xx days (lazy to count)
Olivia who is so "kind", called me yesterday noon just to remind me to finish all my assignments before she and Evelyn back from camp.
One day passed, and proudly to announce that, "I haven finished anything." =.=!!

I am so LAZY

Semester 2 was a hectic sem.
Endless TESTS + Submission of first draft till I doubt what draft am i doing + stress till can't sleep well
Thanks god that I managed to survive and created so many NICE memories.

Special appreciation to my dearest "sisters" in akasia.
We had indeed created too many "RANDOM" 壮举....
Salute myself and all of you!!

NO, I am wearing contact lens (next time, wear spec when go out with us)
If Jenny says yes, then I'm OK (her answer will surely make you F.A.I.N.T )
and....
finally...
Karen smiles happily
another night of random
LOL

Wandering in Sunway Pyramid, waiting for the time to pass.
反方向上escalator
OMG...dont worry, I m not that kid =P
Walking with uncertainty towards Sun Inn
Shopping in Midvalley, suddenly wanted to go Times Square.
and again.........
=.=
Bravo!!

I am glad to have you girls in Akasia who make my college life unusual
Thanks god that I met you all in Akasia.
Well, let see and check it out
what are new random stuffs that we are going to do next semester ^^

~梦~

昏黄街灯下
你 微笑离开
徒留空气中那挥之不去的悲凉
我 泪如泉
疯狂抓住仅有的留恋
我们的影子被拉得很长 很长

谁说 爱是天长地久
谁说 在天愿作比翼鸟
谁说 在地愿为连理枝

爱 让人爱恨相随

花丛中
琴声交替
花香弥漫
交错的舞步 始终跟随不上彼此的节奏
节拍散漫
步伐紊乱
心 随之动摇
朦胧中
曾经熟悉的大手离开小手的紧握
爱的国度 顿时瓦解
凋零的花儿
不再是你我共舞的见证
蝶儿 飞离花丛
因为花儿不再艳丽
但
我仍然 坚持
舞动最后的泪滴
为我们的故事画下句点

如若 重来
华尔斯 不再是唯一的选择

但
生命中有多少重来
我 孤独站在花海里
原来 花儿都谢了
我们的故事 也下档了

公主王子 不再幸福快乐
因为
公主不是公主
只是 满脸灰土的灰姑娘
当 古堡的大钟
敲响十二下
她的梦境 化为乌有

浑然发觉
爱
并不如童话完美
并不如情歌甜蜜
并不如鸳鸯形影相随
并不如琼瑶式轰轰烈烈
并不如想象中容易

灰姑娘 继续苦干
却 乐得自在
王子 继续享乐
不识伊人哀伤

时间 洗净灰姑娘的灰
带来纯白的她
王子
依然故我
灰姑娘
依然等待

梦幻 虚无缥缈
时过境迁 梦依旧是梦
等待的决心 更加强烈
痴爱的情 更加浓烈
该如何止?
该如何停?
该如何让一切画上完美句点?
没有句点
因为 终点被眼泪埋没

既然是梦 就继续吧
梦中的你 是温柔的
是体贴的
是完美的
=)

Fall

I admit that I aim high.
Early in the morning, Daddy called me.
I was touched.
Same thing as I expected, he talked to me about my current problem.
T.T Sorry, daddy.
I know I pushed myself so HARSH
I know I stressed myself UP
I know it's not the right time to worry about such thing.
With tears rolling down, I tried my best to answer daddy in calmest way.
Trying my best to convince him that I am OK, but actually I am NOT.
My egoism couldn't accept such thing.
First time ever, I shed tears due to result.
Sorry, this is my first time to get into such situation.
A bit shocked !

However, special thanks to my friend, Xavier.
His encouraging words lifted up my spirit.

There's a lot of times when things don't go according to what we want.
On our way to our dreams, we will face failures inevitably.
But, failure is only temporary.
It's giving up what makes it permanent.
The greatest glory is not in never failing, but is rising up everytime we fail.

Fight against all odds because success is always there at the horizon.

Bricks wall are not there to stop ME,
brick walls are there to stop OTHERS,
those who mourn over the failures without standing still in the midst of sadness.

Haha

That night, we chatted on msn.
And then late in that night, I blogged.

You laughed non-stop in phone call, saying that's funny.
LOL
Actually, that's pretty FUNNY.
Never mind, since people like to assume that I am insulting that, let them be.
LOL.
But please larr you, I am not changing. OKAY?
LOL

I just learned to be stronger and tougher.
I admitted that since that time, I changed.
I changed myself so that I can turn over.
I changed so that I can FORGET.

That night, you mentioned that I am more straightforward in speaking.
Yeah. I admit.
Haha
BUt, just like what i answered you, "Don't judge me by the way I talk."
LOL
EH, is you taught me to be braver and more straightforward.
I learned and applied til today since that year. =P

Beh song that I am more PRO than you now?
LOL
What I can say is that "You are still a perfectionist as before."

Faith + Action

It is indeed a meaningful night for me.
Attending the mass and joining the Easther Gathering organised by CSS are the highlights of my day.

I realise that the journey towards faith is sometime up and sometime down into the valley.
I am making my way towards it.
Though I am not a qualified one, I believe in you.
I trust in you.
Kneeling in front of you, I pray.

The priest asked, " Are we all ready to bid goodbye to our dearest one?" The farewell is death.
For death is the issue that everyone dislikes.
Father, you are right.
We should live life to the fullest with no regrets.
For we don't know what is going to happen in the next second.
You are right, father.
We should not escape from mentioning death.
Instead, we should confront it.
We should face it with all our courage and faith.
Have faith in Him, Jesus Christ.
He will make a way for his children.

Later, we had a sharing session with Dr Jennifer.
A nice speaker.
Her story touched my heart. =)
Her ten-year-long faith journey touched my heart.
Her life experience, her obstacles in life, her trips to poor countries....etc
Her strong faith in GOD.
How long would I take?
Her teenage years were memoriable for her.
Just like what she said, never let IF appear in your vocabulary.
There is no IF once you trust in Him.
You trust him, you pray, He will give you at His time.
But be sure that, Faith comes along with action.
Faith without action is meaningless and unfruitful.
A single help to someone in need is an action of Faith. ^^

He knows what is GOOD for me and yes!
I trust in Him.

Kneeling before Jesus, I confess.

For what I had done today and what I had done yesterday.
I prayed for people around me, who are or is troubled by unpleasant incidents.
May God gives them strength both physically and mentally.

Standing in front Mother Mary, mother of God, I relief. I told her my worries, my unhappiness and my stress. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen. =)

"Don't pray for you yourself, your family and your friends only.
Pray for others, and you will see the gift from Him in your life.
Prayer is important, even if it is a simple one."
Peace be with YOU, and with ME.
I pray for those who sin against me, against people around.
For I know, our father in heaven, will forgive them and deliver me from Hatred.

The Lord says, 'I will bless the person who puts his trust in me. (Jeremiah 17)

Jesus said,
" If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father."

For visitors of this blog, do enjoy reading this post.
It's a sincere post.
Lastly, thanks for sharing, madam Jennifer.
Looking forward to see you next time, but I wonder when it is.


If you find that my english is too POOR, kindly click the CLOSE button right up on your screen.

=)

Ignore

Just ignore those stupid words.
Hahaha...

I am looking forward to go back.
Cz I can finally ignore this place and the people here. (especially someone )
=)

E, my dear dear.....
Wait for me!!
But wait til I finish my final first. =.=

The real tough time just starts.

GAMBATEH TO MYSELF + EVERY AUSMATIANS

^^




I have no idea why I felt so insulted and angry for that.
Maybe it's because of you, you know?
Few years ago, I didn't voice out to protect myself.
I promise myself for not repeating it in my life.
Thus, now, I met similar case.
I voice it out.
In return, I was insulted by those uncreative at all words.
Do you know how you change me?
This is how you change me
You change me into a brand new girl.
A girl who dare to scold her dissatisfaction out
A girl who dare to say "SHIT" whenever she felt unhappy or beh song.
This is how I change.
I should thank you for that.
I am now dare to express my feelings.
But, don't judge me by the way I talk.



I am who I am.
IF you beh song, SORRY yeah.
currently, no medicines to cure your beh song. =P
No doubt, I felt that I was stupid enough to be a good girl before.
Be a good and kind-hearted people = been bullied.
I don't want to be the one who diam-diam anymore,
I scold in the way I like.
SO WHAT?!

废

I seldom did this.
I seldom did that.
I really seldom did that.
But, just now, I did that.
But, at this moment, I am doing this.

My dear friend, just ignore what that STUPID idiot crapped ~
FORGIVE that childish act.
For such an IDIOT does not deserve your attention.
Well, just have faith in yourself.

I know that it's hard and tough.
But, do remember, WE ARE ALWAYS HERE !!
Those unwelcome people are excluded. You still have US by your side.

Let the tears roll with no weary.
But don't forget to wipe your tears along with the sorrows.
Forget the tears and disheartening rumours.
For misunderstand and rumours start with IDIOTS.
Let that be.
Whatever that particular IDIOT crapped or craps, it is still a CRAP.

You know the truth.
That's more than enough.
Let the IDIOT barks as loud as it wants.
Maybe we can offer our helps by lending a loud speaker.
So that, IDIOT can finally be a true IDIOT.
Maybe IDIOT can become clever because of this?
REVISION on physics about theory behind application in loud speaker.
Yeah, we are doing good deed. ^^

Stay tough!

**看什么看,就是要讲哦.....你不爽啊? blekkkkkk**

陪你们疯

A night in April (I forgot which day and which night)
3 of us finally gathered together to have girls' talk again.
Our very FIRST time after CNY

Nice talk.
E finally came back, meaning I can meet her when I went back.
Panda, as usual, busy upgrading herself to become an even PRO panda.
Again, she was late.
LOL we waited her until midnight, almost 1 am.
**p/s: I got class the next morning**

While waiting, I talked with E.
Sharing with her everything that happened or is happening, just to keep her updated !
As I expected, she "elaborated" my story.
From environmental friendly to tupperware to wedding location to forest to piano service charge to wedding gown to Tarzan & Jane >.<

AGAIN, I shared a new secret in college with them .
LOL.....first time, they agreed with me that "not too bad"
**of coz la~my eyesight no problem one =P**
But, it's just a secret. LOL

AGAIN, panda felt wanna hit me n E's heads whenever we talked about the problem.
Maybe just like what she said, we should wake up.
I hope i can, so do E.

Dear friends, share with you this song.