this is my 1st weekend night staying in my own room...
before this, i always moved to Angelina's room slept...i like her room, it made me felt safe & can have a nice sleep....
i don knw why...maybe because that's my friend's room.
what & what???
i dont lik the life now....truely speaking......
especially when i am staying in my own house........
they are all doing same all things everyday....
STUDYING or CLOSE THEMSELVES IN THE ROOM with door locked.....
and i ends up playing off line games alone in living room.
i dont like to close myself in bedroom like them........
it feels lik wanna suffocated and stressed.....
can you imagine that a small room with windows all closed tightly ( to prevent entries of mosquitoes) and also the door been closed?
OH MY GOD.......this kind of situation can easily cause one turn into自闭
alone in the living room, i surf~~
SURF & SURF & SURF~~~~~~~~
surf for IELTS thing while waiting for my dear & machi 2 frens to online....
it had been 2 months that 3 of us dont meet in msn & having group chatting...
i miss them.....
HERE, i cant chat......
but somehow i felt grateful that i stil have angelina, amy, wen kiong to play around with.
but the fate is..................WE ARE ALL BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss joanna & evelyn!!!
i also miss ah soon!!!
i miss helen!!
i miss yi ping!!!!!!
i miss olivia who seems to be so free!!!!
haizzz................i miss my gang gang...........
that's my gang gang...........that laughed, played with me throughout my secondary sch life!!!!
we r all having fun, rite??
the reality is cruel.............
we are far apart with each other BUT our hearts are stil close to each other...................
they are good frens to talk too...........................
not lik now..........................
i cant...............
especially when i am not with ADFP gang..................
i dont knw who r true to me.............
use a sincere heart to treat ppl around you, doesn't mean that u wont get hurt or cheated.....
i miss my FRENS.........................................................
i really really felt lonely in this house..........................................
no laughter.....no gossiping..................
only BIO, CHEMISTRY, PHYSICS, MATHEMATICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAIZzzzzzzz........................................LIFE, be in it!!!
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