Disappointment

I am disappointed with him.
Yes, I admit that I pay more expectation and attention on another brother.
But, this doesn't mean that I do not care about him.

Dad and Mom's tears touch every single corner of my heart.
You are the eldest son of them.
They put high expectation on you.
May be you are really not talented in study stuffs or whatever things.


But................
Have you ever try your best?
Dota........Cartoon...........Naruto.................and blablabla..............
Yes! Those are normal things in a boy's teenage age.

But..............
Have you ever think of your future?
Have you ever care about parents' tears when you shout loudly on them?
Have you ever be considerate ( even if it's only 1%) about parents?
Have you ever know and realise that Dad and Mom work so hard, just to struggle and let all of us can have better education?
so that we would end up to be in more educated and have better futures.
Have you ever think of who pay for your tuition fees?
History, Science, English, Malay, Mandarin, Math, Geography.

They try their best~!
They use their hands to create such chances for you~!

BUT.................
Have you ever say "Thank you"?
Have you ever had a sense of appreciation in your heart?
Have you ever appreciate their efforts?

Do you ever imagine their feelings when you show them the report card?
Do you ever think of their hard work when you are still in front of PC although 2moro is exam?
Do you ever think Mom's hope on you?

You are a boy!
You are their eldest son!

No one expect you to score flying colours!
No one expect you to score full marks!
No one expect you to get first position in your class!
Position and marks are nothing!
The main thing is your efforts!!!
Have you ever ever TRY?
Have you ever TRY YOUR BEST during exams?
Have you ever do revision?

You never know.....................................................
How disappointing Mom is.......
You never know....................................................
How disappointing Dad is.........
You never know...............
How disappointing I am.....................................
You never know how Mom shed tears just because of you.

When will you realise?
When will you know Dad and Mom's efforts and hopes?